charharkness

Stolen from my lovely gf Gee :)

Day One - a song
Day Two - a picture
Day Three - a book/ebook/fanfic
Day Four - a site
Day Five - a youtube clip
Day Six - a quote
Day Seven - whatever tickles your fancy

I'm going to pick something for each of these things that means a lot to me; let you into my head a little bit...

Song; Robbie Williams - Feel.
This song could sum up how I feel about life, seriously. 'Come on hold my hand, I want to contact the living'... how brilliant is that line? It's just so clever. So true to how I feel as well. The main thing I love about life is deep conversations with people but I don't seem to be able to get them... people don't seem to want to have in depth conversations about life, death, the universe, EVERYTHING, and it really frustrates me. This line kinda sums that up... I wanna find people who are like... ALIVE!
'My head speaks a language I don't understand', well, fuck me! THAT IS my mind. I don't understand myself.
'I don't wanna die, but I ain't keen on living either' my god. Especially when I had depression this line sung out to me. I was never suicidal, not fully, I was just fed up. I just didn't wanna be. Just wanted to feel numb. Still rings out to me when I get down now. Don't need emo music me, Robbie Williams will do ;) lol.
The rest of the song is EVERYTHING to me too, but I think I need to stop rambling now.
Back tomorrow!

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I still can't believe it :(
I can't believe how much i've cried this morning, too :/
I grew up listening to Boyzone. God.
He was such a sweet, down to earth guy.
He came out in 1999 when Boyzone were still together, when it wasn't 'cool' to be gay. What a man.
You'll be greatly missed, Stephen.
</3

Heard about this movie such a long time ago! Gosh... I really hope it comes out soon! (and I REALLY hope it comes out in the UK and not just the US or anything shitty like that!)

Ok, first 50 seconds is like 0__o oh dear. THEN EWAN STEPS IN AND ALL IS GOOD :D Ewan is AMAZING. My number one favourite actor in the world. I'm just... oh gosh he looks so cute in this! :) SO EXCITED! Ha.

www.youtube.com/watch

Little ramble about how much I love the man :)

 

Michael friggin' Jackson... >__<  I know this post will be hypocritical because I'm fed up of people talking about it but I just need to get this out...
Ok, he made some good music, but really, that's about it. He was a FREAK, and a possible peadophile. Imagine if he wasn't famous, and he lived at the end of your street; you'd try and avoid him, wouldn't you? Then when he died, you'd probably feel ever so slightly relieved.
It just makes me feel sick to think of all the thousands of people who must have died all over the world that day, especially those living in poverty etc, and most people wouldn't have even thought of that, like those deaths meant nothing.
I'm just so sick of hearing him played everywhere I go. I can't get away from it. No one was playing his records much before he died. What changed? Absolutely nothing. Yet suddenly it's like people who seemingly never even cared about Michael Jackson before are all upset about it :/
I know i'm a TOTAL hypocrite, because I know if someone famous that I liked died I would be SO upset by it. Although, that's because all the artists I listen to, they really mean something to me. The music means something to me, and lots of my favourite artists are (as far as I can tell) genuinely lovely people. Heh. I'm going to bed now.
Hope no one is offended by this :/

/RANT.

please let me live my own life.

Dear body, please stop making me feel ill.

Dear other things, just... UHH.

>_____<

I have a few things to mention...

I went to see Snow Patrol on Thursday! It was one of the best concerts I have ever been to. They were absolutely breathtaking. Lightbody is a god, seriously.

Thanks to LiveJournal i've made a really good friend recently; Willow - intoxicarcerate. She actually rocks my socks. We're on the same wave length, and both rather a lot like JJ. Scary but awesome stuff! <3 *waves* :)

I had to go home from work yesterday 'cause I could hardly speak :( I really hope i'm ok on monday!
Ahh, where is this weekend going?!

I'm still not in the mood for fic writing. My poor little brain is too exhausted at the moment :(

SKINS! Gosh... next week's looks AMAZEEEE :D Roll on thursday!

New series of Skins! At first I thought it was going to be a bit naff to be honest, but now i'm in love with it! Especially JJ <3. Why do cute, socially awkward, funny boys who do magic not exsist in real life? No fair :( 
Pandora is amazing! I'm so sad she lost her virginity to Cook, the night before Thomas returned. Gosh that scene was so bittersweet... I actually cried. It's getting more like Skins now *g* The Emily/Naomi thing is awesome too ;) Can't wait to see both of their episodes. I hope some more stuff actually happens between the two of them as a couple.

I NEEEEEED a hair cut man! Gosh it's been a stupid amount of time to leave it! Also I want to dye it for the first time ever, too! I want it the colour of Emily off Skins. I'm a naturaly deep red head anyway and so I know it'd go with my skin tone and such. I'm actually rather excited about it. I hope I manage to go through with it!

McFly have announced a new tour! Wonder if me and Kat will go? Hope so :D David Archuleta (sp?) is going to be supporting them. LOL. How cute :P If it was David Cook, well then i'd be MEGA exicted. Archuleta is cool though I guess :P

Going to see The X Factor tour in a couple weeks and staying with Kat in Manchester. Can't wait to see Kat again tbh :D It's gonna be mint! & I get the day off work... WOO :D

& It's only like a month 'til I see Snow Patrol as well :D So happy :):):)

To everyone reading my fic... so sorry I haven't updated for ages. I will try to do so sometime before next weekend aha. I'm just not used to getting up at 6.30 every morning and working for over 7 hours monday - friday! Hope you guys stick with me! The Barlowen comm rocks :D *big hugs to all you guys!*
 

Title: It Only Takes A Minute
Chapter: 2/?
Pairing: Gary/Mark
Rating: PG-15?
Summary: Mark and Gary try their hardest to focus on the tango whilst they have other things on their mind. Namely each other.
Warning: A couple of swear words. A slight mention of a sexual situation (like that's a warning! ;))
Disclaimer: This isn't real. Durrr.
A/N: (Most of )the italics are Mark's thoughts. Hope you enjoy it! Comment if you do :)

 

Title: It Only Takes A Minute
Chapter: 1/?
Pairing: Gary/Mark
Rating: PG-13?
Summary: Mark tries to work out how to tell Gary how he feels about him...
Warning: This is the first fan fic that i've ever posted on LiveJournal!
A/N: The italics are Mark's thoughts. Hope you enjoy it! Comment if you do :)

to replace the one that broke about 4 months ago. Since then i've had my friend Matt's old phone but i'm sure he wants it back fairly soon and so now I have money after christmas I should really get my act into gear.

So there it is; the Sony Ericsson K770i. In purple! I'm not really a girly person but this is quite a deep purple and I have to say I really like the colour. I've heard a lot of mixed reviews about it, from 'outstanding, well worth it, best phone i've ever had etc' to 'terrible, don't buy it, picture quality is terrible' so I have to say I was skeptical, but I think i'm going to give at a whizz as a lot of people have also said not to listen to the bad reviews, it works fine for them, people just like to moan etc and also someone said that the picture quality was only a bit better than the 2.0MP SE phones they had before, which to be honest is fine for me as that's what I had before and thought that it was really quite good quality pictures for a phone. Oh good lord. Enough ranting about this. Watch me come home later with something totally different xD

Monday! On monday i'm going to stay with one of my best friends Kat in Manchester! :D She used to live in the same town as me but then went to Manchester MET UNI last year so we don't see each other that much anymore :( (We did go to a McFLY concert in November though which was wicked :D) I'm really excited 'cause I can't wait to see her and also i've never been to Manchester before so it'll be cool visiting somewhere new :)

Over the past week i've really got into Gary Barlow/Mark Owen slash. It has to be the cutest thing EVER :D I've been reading a couple of chaptered fics from the brilliant Laura and her friend Kat, so a big thanks to them for their brilliant fics! :) I've started writing my own Barlowen fic so when I (hopefully) get my request to join the Barlowen comm I shall be posting it there!

Oh and Take That's new album (that I got for christmas woo!) is absolutely marvelous, I adore it :D

Right, that's it, i'm done for now!