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scaredFor the first two weeks I was classed as 'unemployed', then, I got a job working for the Goverment ;) Good money :D Training for the job lasted a month or so, and that was quite fun. Then we got into it, and it was ok for a while, a couple of months maybe, but then I started to get a bit miserable. I really did hate it. Just as it was getting really bad, they gave us training for a different job, which was about ten times worse! :( A few weeks into that I was awful, I cried on the bus to work, I cried at work, I was always thinking of ways that I could get time off work. Even when I wasn't at work, all I could think about was being there again soon! So in September, I finally decided that I needed to get out of this, move forward with my life, and re-do my A Levels. I had to contact the college, discover it was a LOT of money for me to do my A Levels again (because i'm over 19) and then tell my parents what I wanted to do and ask for their help and support. That took a lot, but I managed to convince them. Then I was stressed because the college application time had already passed, and I had to see on the enrolment day whether I could get in or not, meaning that I couldn't resign at work until i'd been to the enrolment! I was supposed to give one MONTHS notice, and the enrolment was one WEEK before college actually started. So I had to be polite about it but bad and hand in one weeks notice :| because I GOT IN to college :D I was so happy that day. So that's what i'm doing now. A Levels, as a 19 year old! I'll be 21 when I finally finish! It's ok though, it's something I just needed to do.
Also this year, I loved a girl. A beautiful girl. We had a lot of good times together, and i'll be honest; she helped me through a lot of stuff this year, kept me going etc. I broke up with her recently though, I never meant to end it so abrubtly, but I realised I just couldn't be with her anymore. There were just some things that meant I couldn't be in a relationship with her. No hard feelings, I hope. It'd be nice to start our friendship completely over this year.
Hmm, what else?
OH, I SAW TAKE THAT LIVE. That quite possibly MADE my year. I've loved them since I was a very little kid, so it was absolutely incredible to see there amazing Circus show with my own eyes :')
I also saw another of my favourite bands, Snow Patrol! :) They are absolutely MAGICAL live. I would urge anyone to see them! I really hope I get the chance to do so again soon.
My BEST friend went to University in Birmingham (about an hour from me) and it absolutely tore me apart. We're like sisters, and see each other all the time. She's actually like a part of me. But then, (and I won't go into why online) she came home again, and in ways, I was SO glad. I didn't lose her <3
As for holidays, I went to Barcelona with my parents early in the year! It's actually my favourite place in the whole damn world, so it was amazing to be able to go again! :D Also, I went to T4 On The Beach in Weston-Super-Mare with 2 of my best friends, which was pretty awesome :)
In terms of music... stuff that I've really gotten into this year, i'll say ADAM LAMBERT!<3<3<3, David Cook, Rufus Wainwright, JLS (hate to say it, I have been converted! xD), Joe McElderry (oh, he is heaven sent!), and FLORANCE & THE MACHINE <3 wow. There are probably more but I can't think right now.
Friendship wise, I've kept my oldest and closest friends, close to me. Become a lot closer to a couple that i'd drifted away from and made a few new friends at college, two of whom are going to be friends for life <3
A LOT more has happened this year, but I can't concentrate now, as it's only 35 minutes 'til THE END OF DOCTOR WHO AS I KNOW IT! :'(
HAPPY 2010 everyone! Hope it's a good year for all! :)
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